here is why I am saying FML
There is a guy I like at my school named William, nothing "special" to the other girls, but to me he is my everything... anywhore here is the story..
William asked me out on the 26 of Nov at school, I said yes, everything was fine
and great till last Wednesday(the 2nd) which was not only the opening day of the school's play
but was also the school dance.
William met me at the school & him,My friend Drea & Chy went in to the dance,I had bought a $200 dress, shoes and hair accesories,well William started griding (danceing) with one of the girls from the play Lizzie(who is also one of my many best friends)
Well Drea saw this and hit him on the head,he continued griding with Lizzie,well 15 mins after
the dance started William decided he would FINALLY dance(grind)with me. Well I wish he didn't...
he told me that he couldnt date me anymore. I was like "Ok mind me asking why" he told me that he
has so much going on in his life that he can't handle the relationship cause the love
he feels for me is more then what a boyfriend/girlfriend feel for each other. He told me that we could date later on(1,2 or 3 months)He asked me if I was fine, I said yeah...(wasn't) at the end of the song I walked over to Drea (I was crying my eyes out) and told her what happend. Me and William Danced (grinded) a few times later on that night. Well I was still upset so I danced (grinded) with a few guys I stayed where William could see me dancing. His face went from XD while griding with Lizzie to > then at 9pm I saw LIZZIE kiss HIM. I started crying again and sat at the steps to wait for 9:30 to roll around seeing as that is when the dance ended and he was my ride HOME. I met him at his car and said to him "so I take it you found yourself a new girlfriend." he said no and that lizzie kissed him and that it ment nothing to him and that he only has eyes for me. I said ok. Once we got to my house he hugged me for about 10 mins in his car and said he was sorry. I talked to him later that night, he told me Lizzie was crying cause she thought I hated her and cause everyone in the theatre cast and crew was blaming her for mine and William's break up. She texted me many times saying she was sooo sorry she never ment to hurt me and that she wanted me and William to work things out. So then on Thursday I was in the sound and lighting room and talked to William and he said that Lizzie told him that she ment everything she did and will NEVER regret it. Well I asked her if that was true she said no and that William was more of a brother to her and that he made the first move at the dance. Well I told William this and some how me and him became F.W.B (friends with benifits). That was all good till Last night when durning the play he ended that. I said well are you still thinking about dating me later on with in the next few months he said he wasnt sure... I then asked why he ended the F.W.B he said I "convinced"
him.. I dont see how jokingly saying "Well there is always the option or F.W.B XD" is convincing him.. He then said that he has to let go for now and so do I. Then later that night I was on facebook and i saw his status which said: Almost died tonight, and feels really bad for everyone...Especially Jaime :sadness: I messaged him and this is the messages we have sent back and forth so far:
Becca ____ December 4 at 10:30pm
WTF is with your facebook status?
William ____ December 4 at 10:36pm
I was going 30 around the roundabout with Hamza, Pasan, and Jaime in the car and my mind was
thinking of other people and I didn't notice the car driving in to the roundabout infront of me and I hit the brakes and the wheels fucking locked and we went right over one of the low medians. Im pretty sure they all hate me now. But it wasnt my fault cause the car in front was speeding
Becca ____ December 4 ar 10:31pm
Who where you thinking about?.... please tell me it wasnt me.
William ___ December 4 at 10:34pm
Sorry not gonna lie I was thinking about you... And ending the relationship and the fwb...
Becca Keller December 4 at 10:39pm
.....FML...... Great I am the reason you and the others almost died FML FML FML FML!!!!

So yeah and there is more...The worst part of all this is that it is hard cause I STILL LOVE HIM
and have to see him every morning luch time and after school cause of theatre productions and we have to sit in the same SMALL room and sit on the same chair cause me and him are lighting and I am also stage manager...he is my ride to and from school and I leave school with him at 10pm and we are at school in the lighting and sound room at 7am... and that is till JUNE!!!!
So if we dont get back together It is gonna be so fucking hard for me to focus on anything.